Put that needle to my skin,
the sensation is for more then expected.
The feeling of something so painful, and yet calming
The ablilty to sit there and with stand any type of emotion
The ending result is an image which holds so much behind it.
It is what it is.
The ink engraved into my body is for eternity
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Thursday, September 13, 2012
A Single Tear,
The reality is far worse then a dream.
I refuse to seat by and follow the destruction. Simple facts are gladly stated, yet where is the truth behind them. I can seat here and state a bunch of lies, but would this help me believe them?
I will be someone who i choose to be not the make believe person i want to be.
I refuse to let society and envious people bring me down.
My struggles are worth fighting against. They are to complex. Not everything is a simple 1,2,3. I voice what i think and i refuse to be told other wise. My compliments go out to all those idiots who want to act like they understand with no sense, no background knowledge of the true events.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Drowning Sensation
When everything around you is not what it seems. What can you say or do?
The sensation of a lost child in a big world is what i feel.
who would of thought that i would be standing here.
Lost, confused, and bitter.
Little by little i feel as if im losing myself to everyone around me.
My best friends are slowly leaving me.
one to the army, the other to her boyfriendd, and onee to texas.
who would have thought your world could be crumbling within minutes.
This was suppose to be the best moments of my life. Starting college in the fall with my love ones by my side. But noo more like the opposite.
is it wrong to feel guilty for going to college while so much is going on.
The ripple is increasing and i have no way to escape from its grip.
the meaning of sane is slowly losing its presence in my mind.
to not care is a whole lot easier then sitting and thinking of every little detail that must be tooken care of.
Im not sure of the possible outcomes that might occur but one thing is for sure this path is something way more then i ever expected...
The sensation of a lost child in a big world is what i feel.
who would of thought that i would be standing here.
Lost, confused, and bitter.
Little by little i feel as if im losing myself to everyone around me.
My best friends are slowly leaving me.
one to the army, the other to her boyfriendd, and onee to texas.
who would have thought your world could be crumbling within minutes.
This was suppose to be the best moments of my life. Starting college in the fall with my love ones by my side. But noo more like the opposite.
is it wrong to feel guilty for going to college while so much is going on.
The ripple is increasing and i have no way to escape from its grip.
the meaning of sane is slowly losing its presence in my mind.
to not care is a whole lot easier then sitting and thinking of every little detail that must be tooken care of.
Im not sure of the possible outcomes that might occur but one thing is for sure this path is something way more then i ever expected...
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